Summer is coming...

I took these the other day when it was warm and I was off for a swim.

Shoe Madness

OK, I think I have lost the plot with shoes currently. Being in Fashion PR gives you lots of freebies or discounts. Hello, I have not really been shopping for a year! Anyways my client offered me the chance to get some awesome leather Tiger Onitsuka shoes at a huge discount. I just brought a pair and today I ordered two more pairs (see pic, hot huh!???). This is after I just brought some Marc Jacobs Vans yesterday! OK I need to go and sit in a dark room and breath deeply, I have become a shoe whore. I shall be stopping this now, I have bought 4 pairs in a two week period, I have to save for my trip. But, damn, sneaker shopping is fun and they were so cheap!

Kev's Great, but EW!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ipvdBnU8F8&eurl=http://www.news.com.au/story/0,23599,22645851-2,00.html

My Holiday Car

Hey ya, Just hired this bruiser for my trip to the South Island in early Jan. Can't wait, got a great deal for 5 days. Hope I don't drive into a hobbit or something. Hows your week?

Light in the dark

“I have clearly stated my belief that gays and lesbians are our brothers and sisters and should be provided the respect, dignity, and rights of all other citizens. I have consistently spoken directly to African-American religious leaders about the need to overcome the homophobia that persists in some parts our community so that we can confront issues like HIV/AIDS and broaden the reach of equal rights in this country.
I strongly believe that African Americans and the LGBT community must stand together in the fight for equal rights. And so I strongly disagree with Reverend McClurkin’s views and will continue to fight for these rights as President of the United States to ensure that America is a country that spreads tolerance instead of division.”

- Barack Obama 22/10/07

Its great to start to hear something positive and progressive, but such a long way to go.

A Change In The Air

It feels Prime Minister Howard's time is up, Kevin 07 is kicking his butt and the televised debate last night has highlighted this. Words cannot express how much that midget sports tragic bigoted lier needs to go away now. This country needs a new and more modern global-minded leadership, not an blinkered dogmatic xenophobic and dismissive yes man who is a puppet for corporate greed and international imperialism. Ohh my nipples go hard when I talk like this.

Bring on November 24th.

Let me see your future..

I was at my friend Travis's 30th last night and I had my palm read by his friend, Pete. He has read it before so I wanted to see if he said the same things or something totally different. He was bang on the mark, word for word, apart from he said he misread about my love line.

The things he said were:

• I am very loyal
• I am overly logical and tend to beat the life outta things by thinking to much
• I was not my own person until I was 21, up to that point (his words) "I was living someone Else's life" - I came out a 21, freaky huh??
• That I have great luck starting now if it has not already, this is the first time it has kicked in my life.
• And i will have two great loves, I have not met either of them yet. But apparently the first one is supposed to meet me about now (!??) the other in 15-20 years. jeez!

Just so I don't molest the first man who bumps into me in the line at Starbucks, I asked him why when he first read my palm that he said "There are two great loves in your life, you have already had one. Very young" now he said I had not met them.
Pete said he misread it due to too many shandies. Hmm mysterious. I have not had any great loves so this one kinda made more sense, but we talked after about how its really subjective as people make their readings true by believing whole hearted in the fact that these things will happen. Very interesting, is it pre ordained or is it the results of faith in and self drive?

I will be interested in watching the new few months then.

How was your weekend? I had a great day, swimming at the beach, gelato, new Haviania's and a movie. Perfect. Hope your week speeds by. x

Proof!

Ah I have a new fave movie, Proof. It is so good, brillant story, really funny, sad, smart and has Jake Gyllenhaal being too sexy for his math book. I love this movie. See it or I will come over to your house and tip all your anti aging creams down the loo while I play meatloaf really loud in my Holden I just crashed into your mailbox.

Its all tooth much!

Well ole chomper is gone. I had my last tooth pulled yesterday and it was surprisingly quick. I had my entire face sedated so i looked a bit like a stroke victim for 6 hours, but the dentist just gave it a poke with a chisel and then popped the sucker out. I spent more time getting injections than the actual extraction itself. The bugger did bleed though. Not to painful but aching a touch. I have a gap in the back of my mouth now that i can keep spare change in. Yay! My flatmate has decided today is the day to de-ice the freezer using a knife and banging it with one of my frying pans as a chisel. Each TWANG makes my mouth throb like i am receiving a message from Vega. Why today of any days huh? Just hope my ice pack does not melt.

Well anyhoo, it good to be out of dental hell. It was funny looking at that poor little tooth after it had been popped out and thinking that the little hole on the side was what all this soreness and nastiness was from. Whats news with you?

Surrended Single

I have been single for a really long time. The last guy I had a date with was a closeted ex-soap star who told me he could not stay long as he wanted to watch the Big Brother finale and then showed me phone pics of his penis during our second beer. That was a year and a half ago. Over the past week the final long term couple in my old group of friends got engaged after 11 years. I am really happy for them but I cant help and feel like the partner boat has sailed, leaving me waving my hankie from the wharf. My entire group of friends has coupled, split, flung and coupled around me in such a dizzying way and I feel like the wallflower left holding the handbags, whilst wondering when someone interesting will swing by.
Sure there has been my own very short, sputtering and anorexic relationships, but these have been with imposters who have been unavailable in every way. The only one who I spent a large amount of time with, completely broke my heart and now I really am scared I don't have it in me anymore.
A long time has passed and there have been a serious lack of suitors that I am starting to really question if I will ever meet anyone. I am not getting any younger and this question is totally scaring the hell out of me. Sure there are always guys around, but none of them are relationship material and the word "relationship" in gay terms is tantamount to smearing your body in pigs blood at a vegetarian picnic.

Stoically I have kept my chin up, but its really getting concerning. Could I have missed out on some great opportunities by not recognizing them, lacking confidence in myself or just having plan bum luck. Life is good every other way, I have good friends and great career, but I am lonely and what is all of this about if you don't have someone special to share it with? This thought, among others, is like a boot in my throat. It it all over?

Busy Busy/Hot Hot

God I am so busy at the moment, so I will be able to add something more interesting soon. Just to let you know I have a fashion show next to work on and a shoot tomorrow so I have been sorting models with bloody pedantic modeling agents. Most of them are really great, but some agents really need an slap up side the head to remind them where the money comes from for their models. Also its 34 degrees here today so I am thinking this Summer could have the potential to be a stinker. What you been up too?